It's kinda sad when you've forgotten how to love, when you don't see it anywhere around you. When you're little, you look at your parents and think that they've always loved each other, or at least most do, but that's not the truth. About half of the population don't really love their spouses, they were just someone that they could tolerate, or someone that they were such good friends with that they didn't want to say 'no' to them. I hope I've learned from my parents mistake. Never get married unless you're sure that you never want to leave them. It doesn't matter their gender, it doesn't matter their parents, it doesn't matter how much money they have, all that matters is that, once you marry them, you'll never part.

It's kinda sad when I write fanfiction about love and adventure while never truly experiencing it myself. There are those crushes, few and far between, and there are those times when I really do think I'm in love, but they aren't, and I'm not, and it will never change. Change--we hate it because it doesn't happen often enough for us to get used to it. If something changed every day, then I don't think that we'd mind as much. If we moved around all the time, then we would just get used to never being friends with anyone. If one girl in our school kept switching boyfriends every day, then I think that we'd just learn to ignore her foolish antics and go about our lives. Here I go again, off on a spceil. (Note: Find spelling.)


I don't think I'm going to write much more tonight--there's not really anything important. It was raining earlier, and the day grew drearier and gloomier as I walked through it.


It's kinda sad when the rain drops cascade down the window as tears cascade down your own cheeks. It's kinda sad when everywhere you look, you're empty. It's kinda sad... to live.